Well, I've finally made it into my 30's. One part of me is really excited about this, as I hear the best is yet to come in my life. On the other hand, I feel my 30's have come a little too quickly, as I'm still not a mom. Seeing as I would love to be a mom to many bambinos, I'm feeling a little rushed. My feeling rushed doesn't come from me not being ready to be a mom, but the fact that my body will not cooperate and we don't know if that will ever happen. My husband, Kevin, and I are still not sure how having children in our lives will come about. But we are actively on this journey--which has been much less than fun.
Beyond the baby thing, I am very happily married to a man that is a true blessing. We have been married for 3 years. It has been three years FULL of immense change, dissapointment, victories, sacrifice, new beginnings, lost opportunities, revelations of truth, and getting to know what having realistic expectations really means. But it is our journey, which is a part of my long road home, and it has been nothing short of amazing, beautiful, and life changing.
